Mama
was almost back to herself today!!! Thank you Father for your mercy!! She was
so much clearer than the past two weeks and we shared little jokes and we
laughed and we told each other how much we loved each other. I was overcome
with thankfulness because I know that how she was today was due to God's grace
and mercy..."You, God Almighty, in Your great compassion, did not forsake
me in the wilderness; the pillar of cloud did not leave me by day, to guide me
on my way nor the pillar of fire by night, to light for me the way in which I
am to go" Nehemiah 9: 19
God
has been at work...despite me! He is mama's protection, he is mama's security,
she is HIS child and he loves her and no matter who does what HE IS MORE
POWERFUL than it all! And I have to remember that in this life we are fighting
against the spiritual forces of evil. I can and have to battle on mama's behalf
and for myself but it is God who will win the war!!
God
has not left me nor forsaken me...He has waited patiently on me to remove the
blinders that kept me in the dark. He has been waiting on me to come to him, to
give him ALL things so that I could be filled with HIS will and be filled with
all spiritual wisdom and understanding so that I will and can walk in a manner
worthy of my Lord. My continued prayer is to please God in every good work and to
increase in my knowledge of God, so that He can strengthen me with all his
glorious power (Colossians 1: 9-14). My heart's desire through this journey
with Mama is to bring Jesus...His joy, comfort, and peace to her. Oh Lord, is
that what you desire of me? Let your will be done and use me to accomplish that
will!
Tonight
I am just so thankful...thankful that Mama was better, that the problem was the
meds and backing off from them gave Mama a clearer mind, and that I had another
step forward in trusting ...really trusting God. All my praise and thanksgiving belong to my
Father who unconditionally loves us and will never leave us!
Do
not be partakers with them; for you were formerly darkness, but now you are
Light in the Lord; walk as a child of Light (for the fruit of the Light
consists in all goodness and righteousness and truth) trying to learn what is
pleasing to the Lord. Ephesians 5: 7-8
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